Dear FutureMe,
Uh..hey there! Is this letter comes in a good timing? Are you surprised? Have you forgotten about this? Hehehe.. I really want to poke you! somehow! *poke*
How have you been? Do you enjoy your job position? I hope you make more money than I do today (Asian. *rolling eyes* I know. hihihi) I wonder if you have been able to travel abroad yet! Did you write about your trips? Don't forget you have that themed journal for travelling I bought last year. I moved it from the drawer to the cabinet above your desk.Anyway, I wish you make your way achieving your dreams step by step.
Err..hope this is not crossing the sensitive line, but do you have some guy you proudly call as your boyfriend now? What is he like? Are you guys super clicking to one another that you can finish each other's sentences? Is he reliable and treat you equal? But also someone you can't help to be feminine/a bit childish when you're around him? and most importantly, are you feeling at home with him? I'm sorry I have only been demanding and asking here and that based on my level now, because of course I don't know what is happening with and around you now..which I'm dying to know. I would kill for that muhuhahah..
Just a little flashback for you that I just passed the tormenting days with Bell's Palsy. The last therapy was yesterday.. and yeah, you might also remember huge things that came along with this disease. All the depression of becoming very dependent. Anyway, if this is three years from now, it means that Mariana has been married for almost 2 years, isn't it? wow. Do they have children already? What about Lizveth and Dwik? Veth must've been back to Jakarta for, like, 2 years too! and Dwik should be graduating July 2014. *squinting* Are you still in touch with Manda and Diane? I hope all of them are now living the life they wanted just as much as I hope you are too. :)
I wonder who else's been married and how many invited you..did you manage to make it to all of the invitations and if there were dramas along the line..things like that. I'm afraid to ask this, but are you now bear the weight of your family? How is everybody going? I do wish Oma is still there and no one else is leaving already.
Whoa, it'd be awesome if you could reply to this, you know. to the 2014 me. Just..well you don't have to answer all of that bluntly..simply give me some prophetic sentence would be super cool, like maybe..I will meet 'the guy' under a peach tree and crescent moon when the breeze blows twice and I'm wearing a white dress or something. trololol.. Yeah I know I know. You like being silly too, okay!
Okay, I think that's it for now.
Love and hugs from the past for whatever you're going through right now. You know you're always that strong, independent, kind at heart, and it's your nature to laugh by making other people laugh. You're as awesome as ever as a life coach, not to mention that you're also a good listener. I hope you're getting what you deserve because..Lady! You are precious! God made you that way. So pull yourself together when life tries to break you down. ;)
Love you!
Fiona 2014
